Down

So I have to say I have been feeling a bit down lately...My daughter is still in the hospital and I feel like I miss out a lot with her because I can't go to see her as much as I would like. I am lucky I do have family that helps out a lot with Colette...they take her basically whenever I need them to. I still feel like if she was home it would be a lot better. I also haven't seen many of my friends lately. It is weird Lillian has been in the hospital since Nov and some haven't really said anything about it. I don't really want to get into that or I may get a little pissed off at the way people are. Not all have been like that though. I have some they have been great.I do have to say I was so excited to hear from an old friend today. She wrote me to tell me she just had a little boy! I have been wanting to talk to her for forever, but didn't know how to reach her. It was a great encouragement to hear from her. I am sitting here at the hospital holding my little one and I am just thankful that she is getting better. We still don't know when she will be home, but we are hoping soon. For now we are just busy taking care of Colette and coming to see Lillian as much as we can. I never knew coming to the hospital could get so stressful..I will be glad to be done coming here for awhile. :)